Depressed as fuck.

Today was a very depressing day for me. I just need to let it out somewhere.

                          Today while I was browsing through my photos in my laptop, i saw a picture of my ex contact, Jeffrey Oon. I really miss him alot. So when i went into his profile, i saw a post from a friend of his. It said that he went into the boys home since last Sunday. Somehow, I fucking teared up when i saw that post. 

                        You promised me that you won't do all this. But look at where you are now. 2 fucking years in the fucking boys home. I can't help but to cry. 

                        Remember the first time we met under the block? With Dan and his friend? That was the day when Zafirah broke up with you. I was there to help you and encouraged you to move on. Remember the tight hugs you gave me when i wanted to leave? I'm going to miss all that.

                      Promises were meant to be broken right? Its okay, what's done, is done. I hope you will change and not repeat the same mistakes when you're out. And i hope everything is fine when you're in there. Please call me when you're out. Miss you, Jeff.

#np fm static - tonight. i just hope you'll remember the memories behind this song, as much as i do.

 his was my favourite picture of you. (although you were drunk.)

sorry, my english sucks.

hey how's it goin

Hello! I just got home from school and I'm really bored now.

 Its been long since I've updated this blog. I've been busy with lots of things. Let me talk about what happened to me the past few months.

MYSELF.

me? oooh, i'm fine. thanks for asking! i'm getting plum-er and shorter. hahah, yes. i'm shrinking!!!! (><) so far, school is fine........ not! i've been skipping school and coming to school late last month. My form teacher talked to my mum about it last sunday during the parent teacher conference (PTC). i teared up. lol i dont know why i'm tearing up each time things like this happens. but i've learnt my lesson and Alhamdullilah, I've been gg to school early these past few days. My studies are okay, it was better than last year. Thats good. ;) 

ok sorry i cant write much today, but well, its better than nothing right? okay, talk to you tmr. ;)

AU REVIOR. <3

SCHOOL, COMMON TESTS, QAYYUM'S BIRTHDAY.

Okay, so it has been a week or two since I blogged. I am so sorry.

SCHOOL

I've been busy with school. That's right, I am back in school. So far, it's finee. School is fineee. Fun, boring, filled with laughters, joy, dramas, immature freaks and weird teachers. Hehehe. But I hate school. So much. I've been going to school late like almost everyday. Nothing changed so far. My classmates are still the same. Bestie too. Teachers............still weird. Friendly DMs only to me (Mr Francis) So yeah. Heheheh.

COMMON TESTS

Common tests? They're faineeeeeee. But I didn't really understand most of the questions because I didn't studied the topic OR the teacher haven't thought me the topic. I passed my english. I hope I passed English with high marks. Because I think I did my very best for english. Gegegege. My math was okay. Except for the bisector part because I didnt bring my compass and had to borrow one from Darrel. Ew. People don't know how much I HATE the nerds in my class. They are so nerdish and mean. All they talk about is spaceships and planets. I swear. Irritating banggat. Okay so the day after math test is Mother tongue. Ugh. I did badly for it because I dont understand a single thing about Malay. But I can't afford to get 2nd last this time round. I really NEED to move on to Normal Acadamic badly next year. If my malay marks bring me down, I really hope my English and Science and Math and CPA marks can bring me up. So yeah, I didn't turned up for Science and CPA test because I was "sick" heheheh. :b but yeah, i was sick. I got MC y'know? -.-

QAYYUM'S BIRTHDAY

So today is Qayyum's 17th birthday. He told me that he will be moody on his birthday. He didn't wanna tell me why so I think it's some of his personal problems. Well, obviously. So, I decided to sent him a text yesterday to tell him to not be all moody on his 17th birthday. I don't want to see him like that. So today, he seems fine. All thanks to me la hor. Okay la, if Qayyum is reading this, (which obviously he is because I gave him the link, hehe.) BE HAPPY ALWAYS. Just remember that, me, Zack, your friends and family will always be there for you. Don't forget to put on a smile. Be happy okay? I really hope you enjoyed your day.Aku sayang kau la bestprend, prettyboy. :P 

Okay la, thats all for today. It's 12:38am and tomorrow got crew outing. AHH! I cannot wait. I really miss the SDC members, Marina Hisham and this Zackk Spade. Ahem ahem. Hahahaha. Alright. Update you really soon okay baby? Lurpchuvelimuchy. HAHAHA. CB step cute only me~ Okay bye. ^^

  

Ohey.

Hello blog. It's 1:46 am and I'm still not asleep yet. My aircon is being a betch, I'm hungry and I'm daiyin'.

Stereo's

Oh em gee. Hello people.


I think I really lost my motivation of blogging already ); har har har. 


So okay here it goes. 


Hooray hooray! I'm now in Stereo Dance Crew. I'm so happy to be in that crew. Like omg. They have like so many nice people there. Like Haziq, Patrick, Dinie, Azmi, Iqaa, its like everyone is nice la. I miss them alot. I hope everything goes out well when I'm in SDC. I shall be a friendly girl rather than an arrogant girl I am in school. I will like talk to everyone I see, dancing. Interrupt them. Yes, interrupt. Like when they are like dancing halfway then I'll be like " ummmm, HELLO." hahahaha. First training will be next Saturday. But before I go for training, I really NEED to work on my electro. I'm deproving. I think I'll ask Dinie to help me with my moves. She has improved since the last time I've met her. Aku jealous lah please. So yeah, wish me luck for next Saturday okay?

Sorry if this is a short post. My mind is now like blank. ASDFGHJKL.


Love you. Te amo. Sayang kau. Wo ai ni. <3

Signing out bitchies. 

Bitch I'm on probation.

Hello blog.

I've been losing my motivation on blogging. Why? Its because I'm "busy". Hehe. Fuck no. So here it goes.

So recently I broke my knee. I've haven't been going to school for like weeks and I probably missed out on so many things. What happened to my knee? I was doing some cat daddy, the knee cap went back and i felt my bone sticking out. I was sent to the hospital immediately. Everyone was so........ kecoh. Seriously, aku tak pernah nampak family aku kecoh semacam sia. The doctor said I have weak kneecaps. He also said I was lucky to break my both knee. Shut the fuck up la doctor. Its normal for people to do that. I was under rehab. Again. Fuck yes, again. (Last year was my right knee, this year left.) So yeah, two weeks on bandage and forever on leg brace. It's fucking heavy. Every since I broke my knee, life was like probation. I've been angry at like everything is such a nuisance to me. Everything is just pissing me off. Things such as my heavy knee, my brothers, sister, dad. I can't go out. AT ALL. Everyone is gonna call me and make sure that I'm at home. They'll call me like every hour? Ugh. I swear, if I didn't broke my knee, everything wouldn't turn out like this. Probation much? Fuck off.


So yesterday was OUR 5th monthsary. I don't wanna talk about it because it sucks. Fighting about little matters. Ugh. Normal lah. I'll just leave him alone and told him to talk to me whenever he feels like it. I send him a text in the morning. He didn't bother to reply. Oh well, what goes around comes around.

Yesterday, I didn't went to school like again because of my freakin' broken leg. Its so irritating lah. And I decided to otp with Marina. Its so fun la talking to her. She's so cute! We talked for like 5 hours straight. Talk about friends, bitching about them. Dia boleh pulak layan aku. Oh yes, and she's sick. Tsk. Get well soon ma' baby gurl. <3

I went to tuition yesterday. Everything turned out fine. Except for these three bitches in my class. Ugh, they're sec ones and they don't know how to respect their elder classmates. They're so rude in class. Talking back to the teacher, using their phones in class? Pikir apa? Mak bapak kau punya tempat pe sia? Lol. I kept my comments to myself because I don't wanna pick up a fight on my first day of tuition. Hah. I'm a good girl. Good girls don't do stuff like this! Hahahah, my friends are dudes. Younger than me. They seemed to be pretty nice and cooler than me. No wait, I'm cooler. Meeting them tomorrow. Study science. I hope the teacher don't turn out to be like a bitch like last year and I hope everything goes well.



Wish me luck in everything.
Te amo <3

Hey.

So I'm new in blog. Well, not exactly new uh. Like create then delete. HAHAH. okay, So, I'm Fiza. I'm 13. I'm schooling in changkat changi sec. I grew a year older every 2nd September. So, Relationship status : Single but not available. Yeah. So I dance electro during my free time. You can always see me at Republic Poly with my friends or crewmates training there. So yeah.


Be nice to me and you've won a friend.

HAFIZA BAISYARA. -11. -020901. -OEPS/CCSS. -short. -fat. -chubby. -cute. -adorable. -arrogant (depends) -shy. -hyperactive. -known as ''girl bunge''. -raver. -electro dancer. (beginner) -longboarder. -A daughter. -A little baby sister. -Allah's creation. -Student. -MFEC ;)

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